February 2012
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I want to get to know you.
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Lost my pita pit virginity today
It was so awesome! I dont know if I was really hungry, but I tasted Jesus.
Is it bad that I am totally voting for the antigay senate party on campus because they want to bring a snack bar with taco bell and pizza hut to the beach and more campus activities? (Not that I’m going to be eating the tacobell, but I get bored on weekends and would like more options) Most of the bitches at gsa...
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Butch/ femme conversations
Mandy: You’re so little I’m afraid I’m going to hurt you.
Me: If I let you. When do I get to see your boat?
Mandy: Is that what they are calling it these days? I could teach you how to cast.
Me: Mmm I’m a good fisher. But seriously, I wanna see the thing you stick in water.
Mandy: I could stick you in some water.
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Had such a creepy weird dream
I was a baby sitter for this little boy or girl whose Mom ws at the movies (Ze was androgynous, with blonde hair and big blue eyes.) and we were in the woods, We werent far away from the drive in, because I could still see the movie screen. It must have been in the future, because I was a social worker. Anyway, We were laying on the grass and Ze was cuddling with me. And then Ze asked,...
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I seriously need to stop worrying about dying...
Luckily, It’s not just me that worries about thier single status, but there is a pity for sucessful happy single people out there- especially women! From Carrie Bradshaw on Sex and the city, to twilight, to feminist blogs, it’s enough to make even strong independent chicks like Ursula or Catwoman cry into thier lean cuisine meals for one. There is a good chance that I will die...
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Dear Alex Sanchez,
Hi! My names Ashley, im a writer too. I know you get this alot, but your books have changed my life. When I was fifteen, I moved to florida. My neighbor and close family friend had been inappropriate with me. Around the same time, to add to the pain and confusion, I was discovering my sexual identity. I had always felt different towards other girls, like I wanted to be closer to them, but then...
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Omg! Omg!
This is like a crazy awesome vacation. I have a room to myself! I just jumped on the beds naked listening to that britney spears song stronger over and over again lipsynching and dancing like a total spaz. Im so glad im alone and could come, and lobby with legislatures on senate bill 209 & for thirty bucks! I spend that on juice and coffee! Life is beautiful!
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Dear Future Girlfriend,
I can’t wait to make you laugh until you think you’ll cry, watch Marilyn Monroe movies with you, dance with you, make you fancy dinners, share shoes with you, look at stars with you, go hiking in the woods with you, go camping with you, go to the bookstore with you, read my stories to you, take bubble baths with you, try to capture your beauty with a canvas, go on...
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Another one of my gay stories.. Might continue...
Foster parents came and went. They took Christian in, gave him a bed, and sent him on his way. 15 year old Christian had been through hell and beyond it, seen bullets and wind chimes, but he embraced it. For as young as he was, Christian knew that the people who did see the ugliness in life and denied it; were in the greatest danger. They were blindfolded and drinking hot chocolate poison....
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according to Rick Santorum, prenatal testing leads...
It’s no coincidence this guys last name is also the name of anal sex secretions. Like seriously, prenatal testing does tell parents their child has down syndrome, I’m not denying that, but it also tells parents wether or not thier child is healthy. This guy is a fucking ass. Why do I care so much about abortion these days? Since I’ve taken gender studies, I have become...
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hmm what should I do on thursday..I know it’s stupid. Maybe I’ll just hang out in my room, or go to the rush. The rush is fun.
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Goin on a date
My first date since… well.. I guess August. Tabrea my ex never took me on dates, we were always having sex or with a group. And this is a blind date with a butch asian woman I met online who is strong, likes country music, and could very possibly be a female Jeffrey Dahmer. So, I’m nervous and a little excited like cutting off your hair in the bathroom mirror at three oclock in the...
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Gypsy Part one (advanced fiction story #2)
Renée stared down at her coffee, with tears in her eyes and a lit cigarette between her teeth. If this was how life was going to be from now on- bursting into tears from drinking a bad cup of Folgers coffee- she would have been better off never knowing Astrid at all. No Renée thought, feeling her chest implode at the thought of a life without ever kissing Astrid’s modern nude painted lips. It had...
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Im a socially awkward
A. Because I like girls and
B. Because im afraid of food.
Its quite hard for me to make friends. Girls think I want to rape them, and guys notice when they spend time with me that I eat very little. I went to an anime convention this weekend with my friend joe and he straight up asked me “you ate nothing all day whats going on?” I didnt tell him, I just laughed it off, but he...
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Today I had an epiphany
My problem is from a stream of things, mostly because when I look in the mirror I see a whore. I guess It all began July 4th 2007. No, that’s a lie. It began long before then. I stayed with my nanny from the time I was six weeks old and my mom went back to work. My dad never talked to me. He never hugged me. But vinnie…He was different. He played with me. He went hiking with me and...
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“Courage is often mistaken for insanity”
– - Alice Paul
Can’t wait for protesting with planned parenthood in Tallahassee :D
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I thought alot about my ex yesterday
But when I thought about her, it was not missing her, although there are still days when I see a black girl on the street and I have the urge to kiss them on the lips and taste thier temperature.
No; When I think about my ex I get angry. Angry all we did was have sex. Angry she never took me on a date- just the two of us. Angry I gave her so much love and affection and she gave me acne cream and...
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OMG I'm so busy!
Have to read 6 articles for gender and perspectives,
plus read and review advanced fiction for next week,
plus do the readings/ study for the media law quiz,
plus work with Heather on project
plus price out banner for FGCU democrats
plus do whatever etude is next
plus write an article for the news
Yoga/caps/play
plus pack for metro con/rally tally
plus protest in tallahasse with...
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Fiction
It was on the eve of valentines day that I decided it was time to have my very first one night stand. I was sittng in the coffee shop when the butch woman approached me. When I first saw her, I thought she was a gay man. (I have confused the two in the past) but then she came up to my table. “Mind if I sit down?” she said. Kelly was wearing a training bra, and a beanie, and I realized...
Androgyny test
Today in gender and perspectives we took a test to see if we were masculine or feminine. I am furious with my results. I actually cried because I am so feminine. I am no femme princess damn it! I guess I have been wearing heels alot.. Fuckkk im a negative 21! Ive never been a feminine person! Im the same score as the british professor
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